"You know everything about me... but you don't know that you're everything to me"

not much happening today, went to driving class this morning, then i gotta babysit tonite! i hung out w/my boyfriend yesterday, - i miss him already, i wont getta see him til the weekend comes up.

well.. lyndsay's b-day is coming up and my mom is gonna let me go bak to tipp and see her. im soo excited- shes gonna be Big 16. i miss her a whole lot, i havent seen her in awhile.

this springbreak or maybe summer, my dad mite take the whole family to bahamas. im soooooo lookin forward to it! i wish i could bring justin w/me tho. Bahamas' s so beautiful---

<33 varin

"never regret something that once made you smile"

BUSY day today, work all day, then had company over for dinner, yesterday was definitely better, went to justins house, met his family--they're soo nice and welcoming, the dinner was really good too.--too bad i couldnt stay longer, i had to get up at 5:00 am..the next mornin- i got to see a lil bit of Flight plan, didnt get to finish it :( 

tomorrow should be fun, my moms gonna take me to da mall and hopefully justin can go! :)  i havent been shoppin in soo long! also i get my paycheck tomorrow, YAY! one sad thing bout tomorro is driving class, its soo long n boring!

well, i've been waiting to get a new cell phone n hopefully i'll get by the end of this month!--

"whats meant to be will always find its way.."

well, valentines day didnt turn out so good until S.O.S called me! then i was happy- i guess u can say it made my day. well neways, yesterday i missed my driving class cuz i had to go to the outstanding academic achievement thingy and ALSO today i cant go to my driving class cuz i hafta go to the PSO meeting! i cant wait til this weekend, i getta hang w/justin!- it should be fun. the only bad thing is that.. i hafta work all weekend- im gonna be tired again, as usual!

today was quite fun, i finally figured out my pre-cal stuff, i hava rele good grade in there. then when i got home, i took a lil nap then i called justin-

well.. tomorrow i hafta wake up early cuz i have a national honor society meeting in da morning, hopefully it wont put me to sleep! well thats purdy much it today!

"The one that gives the most, cares the most, and loves the most,
Always gets hurt the most in the end..."

feelling really sick today, i think i hava cold, it stinks- my lil' bro gave it to me. well..work was okay, CJ helped me out alot, there were just too many peeps there, couldnt handle it by myself. neways, another  drama, now its at work, im stuck in da middle--people are just talkin bout each other n stabbin each other's bak, and they called each other friends, i dont get it.--im just gonna keep my mouth shut! another weird thing that happened at work today was that i saw this guy who looks exactly like nathan (my long ago ex)- it made me kinda miss him, its not worth it, he didnt exactly treated me good.--

i guess i didnt exactly had a good relationship in da past, and i was always the one to get hurt.

neways, now im at home, but i kinda wish i was at work, cuz im feelin lonely again, and when im at work, it keeps me busy. ugh, i cant wait til i get my license so i can drive where ever. i miss my best friend Lynze, she lives in tipp city which is like 2 hrs and 30 mins. away, sumtime i just wish i could see her everyday.  <33

well.. looks like im gonna miss the vertical at cedar creek this wednesday, im sad-- i hafta go to this PSO meeting cuz i wanna take a college class next year. i wanna be a graphic designer or sum type of designer. im probably gonna take my class at owens.  neways- im kinda expectin a phone call, but i dont think thats gonna happen, oh well. 

<33 varin

"Never fall for love, let love fall for you"

overall today  was ok, got up at 6 am to go to work- jim (one of the manager) made me soo mad, he always finds everything wrong w/me. after work, mom took me to get my drivin class schudule, im purdy excited bout it-- i been waitin waay too long. 

yesterday was waay better, gotta hang w/justin-it was lots of fun-hes soo funny, he always make me laugh-haha- we went to see "when a stranger calls": i thought it was soo scary, i was shakin the whole time. -

neways, i feel kinda weird  today- its sad in sum kinda way. . . i dont kno wats happenin to me lately, i been thinkin alot about everything- first of all. . . i really dont like my school,  there r too many dramas.  i hate dramas- i just wanna move to somewhere else. then i think about my life. . i feel like im missing sumtin, and i kno wat it is too, its just hard to understand, but like wat amanda told me today, that i just need to let it go, and that its better this way. but i dont know if it is- i just hope that everythin will turn out okay cuz i dont wanna get hurt nemore-

well, i was supposed to go to laura to help her study her math, but she havent call me yet. . so im guessin that im not goin over there- its good in kinda way. cuz i need sum sleep!!! soo worn out- then i work tom. from 7-3pm. it sux!

>>varin<<